I am happy!!I really am!The funny thing is I can't find anything more to say to add to this feeling.When I am sad,I have a barrage of things to pour out to the world and beyond!But happiness seems to inject in me a weird sense of contention and completeness in the sense that I can't seem to say anything beyond the fact that I am happy!
But I shall still try!Lets begin with why am I happy?Okay,I had an amazing time at this rather famous restaurant cum local lounge located below my heavenly abode.Every weekend all the gods and goddesses descend from above to this earthly haven to seek solace from the pressures the Enlightened and Divine face.Not exactly my thing then,being a mere human that I am.My first tryst with the place was not exactly pleasant,okay it was not at all pleasant for reasons I can't exactly explain here.But this second tryst turned out to be quite the opposite!!After quite a long time,I was dancing footloose,sans any inhibitions,feeling the music thump with my heartbeats and with a gang of friends to dance with and an enthusiastic one at that things had to be different,didn't they?Dumping my everyday worries and concerns in the wine the company there enjoyed and releasing all that energy through the smoke they smoked,I just let go!!Man,it was fun!I wanted this!Although time was cut short as we retired a bit early,I am still tripping over all the dancing and fun and music and the good time I had with my friends.With a hectic week coming up in exactly 12 hours I am ready to face it!The great thing about happiness is that it is like me,it grows on you if you persist with it.So if you are happy now and you continue to feel so for some time,it will add on and you feel happy about other things in life,there is this reassurance of everything is okay,you don't really miss things or people,you are enthusiastic and it just......feels right!!Then even if you are single,slightly weird and unpopular you relish the thought that you can let your eyes meditate on several heavenly bodies sans any inhibitions,your weirdness separates you from the all too similar 'normal' crowd out there and your unpopularity allows you enough time to sort yourself out and not get entangled in the problems of others!
Well,that's about it for now.That quite much encompasses every thing I wanted to say.Oh,by the way I will be visiting the place sometime soon again as decided by me and this amazing dancer friend of mine.So till then,this was one tryst corrected!
